A conversation about personalities I had...

Jason G: damn thats interesting
Jason G: I tities lol
Jason G: I ass more but I them milk sacs too
Lena-Marie Bailey: lol
Jason G: women are just so much more attractive then men lol
Jason G: IM so talkative tonight eh?
Lena-Marie Bailey: lol, yeah bit thats good
Jason G: I have my eye on this money right now, not nothing else...
Jason G: I suppose
Jason G: Ive started to realize somethings about myself lol so i can fix them
Lena-Marie Bailey: like
Jason G: Ive learned there are like 3 people in my body
Jason G: the person I want to be
Jason G: the person I portray myself to be
Jason G: and the person I am
Lena-Marie Bailey: ok
Jason G: like, I want to be a quiet person most of the time and only respond when neccessary to get a point across and listen to other people because sometimes i just wanna hear someone else not myself u know, male or female
Lena-Marie Bailey: ok ok, I like that
Jason G: the person I portray myself to be is a goofy that drops watever comes into his head first OR am entirely quiet to the maximum
Lena-Marie Bailey: awww
Jason G: and then there is the person I am, the combination of both. The person that is Jason. That guy who is witty and doesn;t know what to say at the right time so it seems like he talks a lot
Jason G: but he really just wants to listen
Lena-Marie Bailey: make him listen
Jason G: but with knowing that I know what Id have to work on to change my own habbits u know. Ive been doing diagnostics on myself a lot lately because I want to better myself so I can be good for someone
Jason G: its not that easy
Jason G: to make him listesn
Jason G: listen lol
Jason G: sometimes you have to know exactly what to say to open people up and if you say the wrong thing, iE if the wrong person inside u speaks then you mess it up for everyone else and that goofy guy comes out
Jason G: and it ends in trajedy
Jason G: like I like to talk when no one else will talk
Jason G: but if someone would finally say something interesting I will listen
Jason G: "I have my eye on this money right now, not nothing else..."
Lena-Marie Bailey: ok, I say things without thinking, but I can't figure out how to stop it, especially when someone pisses me off, I hate saying mean things that will hurt people feelings
Jason G: see me and you are in 2 totally different boats tho eh. Im on the shy part. I just dont know how to initiate stuff and make it happen or keep it going.
Jason G: You on the other hand always have beauty to fall on regardless lol and thats an anger thing
Jason G: maybe you are just that kind of person and it aint nothing wrong with that
Jason G: as long as what ur saying is true u know what i mean, sometimes somethings are better left unsaid but sometimes people are just so stupid u have to be blunt
Lena-Marie Bailey: I'm the stupid blunt person
Jason G: i wouldnt go so far as to say blunt
Jason G: lol
Lena-Marie Bailey: well what word would best suit me
Jason G: j/k, ur not stupid and I just gotta find someone who talks a lot
Jason G: I dont know because I don't know you yet
Lena-Marie Bailey: lol, aww ok
Jason G: takes a LONG time before you know someone
Jason G: and people are ALWAYS changing
Lena-Marie Bailey: yeah tell me about it
Jason G: knowing someone is just knwoing what parts about someone is going to change and what parts arent
Jason G: thats when you know someone. Like I know my friend Eldred. Ive known him since 2nd Grade
Jason G: well 1st actually
Jason G: but I know what will change about him as time goes by and what wont
Lena-Marie Bailey: wow, thats ggod
Lena-Marie Bailey: good*
Jason G: and if someone changes that shouldnt, I'll instantly notice it ya dig and those changes generally arent permanent
Jason G: and thats not something I learned just from you know knowing him a long time
Jason G: it came from being around him like everyday for how ever many years you know lol
Jason G: like thats why I always want to get u on cam
Jason G: or talk to u cuz I can feel something a bit special on u, I want to get to know u
Jason G: because typing adn talking is one thing
Jason G: there is a lot of anonymisity (sP?) involved in that
Jason G: like people saying actions speak louder than words. Whats what people do not what they say.
Lena-Marie Bailey: yeah that is true
Jason G: would you mind if I posted part of this in my blog cuz I havent update it in ages and I like what Ive been typing lol
Lena-Marie Bailey: ok